Thursday, February 14, 2013

Lover's Day.

Being across the country doesn't stop my sweet husband from doting on me for Valentine's day. When I returned home from Ohio I was delighted to receive an early V-day surprise from Paul. We got this print when I was pregnant with Vince. I instantly fell in love with it-- but it was a funny size and we struggled to find a frame. Paul built a custom matte for it and framed it for me. I love it.

And the best part is that I get my hubby back tomorrow!! I don't think I'll ever get used to business trips. So until tomorrow, my mom and baby boy will be my substitute Valentines.



Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Ohio.

Hands down, the best part of going home is being with family. You could lock me inside for a week and as long as I had family coming and going the whole time I would be just fine [ and I know I could count on Rachael being there every day!].


I didn't get to see everyone in the family as much as I would have hoped because there was lots of sickness going around. I was thrilled that despite the crazy weather and illness I was still able to see my Grandma Kriechbaum. You guys... I finally, FINALLY got my very own 4 generation picture!!


The Grandchild count is up to 18 with one on the way [Ruth]. In Ohio we had 15 of the grand-kids there. Vince is still a little too young to be able to play with all of his cousins, but he sure loves to watch them. I am giddy for the time when all of these youngsters are old enough to play and run around with each other.



Do you see all of these cuties? Perhaps I'm a little biased, but I'm pretty certain that Griffioens make the cutest kids ever!


Other than hanging out with the family a bunch I was privy to my favorite Ohio restaurants. You can just ask Paul, I talk about Max & Erma's every time I plan a trip home. That tortilla soup is to die for. Just thinking about that ooey gooey, spicy, cheesey soup is making me drool. I also went to J. Alexanders-- my favorite steakhouse. Without a doubt I go for the Filet Mignon with Garlic Mashed Potatoes. Okay, and their "side salad" was big enough to be an entree! Mmm.

And there you have it. To me, going home isn't about excitement and partying [except when I go to Cedar Point]. It's about being with my absolute favorite people in the whole world-- my family. Like I said when I started, you could lock me in a house the whole trip and it would be awesome as long as I had my family.

Saturday, February 9, 2013

Blast from the past.

One of my goals while in Ohio was to clean out my room. I imagined it would primarily consist of throwing out old clothes and light dusting. In the end, it took me hours to sort through letters, pictures, books, cds and numerous odds and ends from all stages of my life.

Reliving memories used to make me sad because I missed them terribly. This emotionality was at its peak before heading off to college. Oh how time changes things! As I was sorting I found that many items which used to tug at my heart strings no longer felt quite so important. Being able to let go of items from my past helped me realize it's because I have such a great life now. While I'll always cherish my memories and experiences, I don't yearn to go back to the "glory days" because the best days are still to come.
[Baby footprints, 6th grade Egyptian death mask, HS graduation tassel]

Thursday, February 7, 2013

9 months.


Do you see that side-winder up there? Yeah, I love him. Over the past month he went from rolling everywhere to side-winding everywhere. He's not far off from legitimately crawling; he gets up on his knees more and is figuring out that he can actually get places.

I spy a tooth too! He finally has an excuse for his sub par behavior. Historically, he's been the sweetest, chillest, most content baby. His fingers started going to his mouth more and he constantly whines if he doesn't have something to distract him. At our 9 month peds visit the doc said Vince's gums look like it will be a month or two til he gets teeth. The next day I wake up and can see white popping up through his gums. Hallelujah! It's much easier to be patient when I know there's a reason to his madness.

Amongst his whining and screaming Vince shouted "mama" for the first time. One second I was frustrated by his crying and the next second my heart melted and I was wrapped around his chubby finger. He has yet to say it again but it was amazing to finally hear mama instead of dada!

Height: 27.5 inches (18th percentile)
Weight: 17 pounds 7.5 ounces (14th percentile)













Tuesday, February 5, 2013

The Flights.

I've had my fair share of traveling dilemmas but my flight to Ohio topped them all. This is long, but bear with me. I was scheduled to depart on a Thursday. It had warmed up so instead of snow we were getting rain. Sounds like I should be off the hook right? Wrong! It wasn't warm enough to keep the rain from freezing once it hit the ground. Can you say black ice? Not just random patches of it, but sheets of it all over the roads. [The walks on BYU's campus were icy too... hilarious video!]

As we're driving to the airport I get a text: Your flight has been delayed 1 hour. I was actually kind of grateful. I knew that I had enough time to get myself and Vince to the gate in time. Then, right as we pull up to the airport I get a second text: Your flight has been cancelled, please reschedule online.

WHAT?! I was unloading my luggage from the car and my flight was non-existent. We hurried in to see if I could secure a flight later that same day. What seemed like forever-and-a-day later, we made it through the Southwest line to speak with a rep. Not only were the flights booked for the rest of the day, they were booked for the next day too. All of the sudden two days got knocked off of my trip!

[Insert lots of phone calls getting flight info figured out because the rep forgot to change my return date]

Friday night I get into bed. I'm packed and ready to go bright and early the next morning. Until the nausea kicked in. Where was this coming from?  I slept sitting up and continually woke up trying to swallow back the vomit. Around 4 am I lost the battle, but at least I made it to the toilet.

I crawled back into bed at 4:45 and slept for 45 minutes until my alarm went off. I get up and sluggishly gather last minute belongings for travel. I still felt nauseous and wasn't sure whether or not I could even make it to the airport. I called home, asking for prayers, and then hit the road to airport for the second time.

Vince kept crying. I understand that he was upset to be rudely taken from his sweet baby dreams, but this was not a good morning for crying. My head was spinning. I couldn't focus on the road signs that were visible for seconds at a time because of a fog that was so dense you could feel it. Ultimately, this led to us missing our exit and shaving of those precious minutes I needed to get to the departure gate.

Finally, we arrived. The nausea would come and go in waves and it nearly reduced me to tears on several occasions. I view myself as a capable woman and don't go searching for pity. But I'm not going to lie, I wanted pity that morning! I wanted someone to grab my bags and rescue me so I could focus on pushing Vince's stroller without puking my guts out again. This much desired angel never came. I dredged forward, boarded my plane and was seated next to a very, very large man. I had prayed for an empty seat so I could put Vince down and spread out. No such luck.

As it turns out, my airplane neighbor was heaven sent. I was trying to drink some ginger ale to calm my stomach... until Vince knocked the pop out my hand, down my pants and onto the diaper bag. I was fighting back the tears. I wanted to curl up in a ball and sleep off the exhaustion and sickness. Then he turned to me and offered to hold Vincent so I could clean up. Next, I had to nurse Vince and he patiently and silently endured Vince kicking him the entire time.

I awkwardly hobbled to make my connecting flight. To my delight, the flight was practically empty. An ENTIRE row to myself and my baby. Oh how I needed it. I cuddled Vince and thought to myself, I can do this. I can make it without barfing on a plane. I felt like the trials were over and I was going to make it.

Nope. It wasn't over yet. I go to the baggage claim but my luggage didn't make it on the connecting flight. My Mom went and searched other kiosks to see if mine came in on a different plane while I stood in line amongst the other disgruntled passengers. I probably didn't wait that long, but it felt like an eternity. We got everything sorted out and my luggage was delivered at 2 am. It was a nightmare of a day but I was grateful that I didn't puke again and that Vince and I made it safely to my childhood home.


I was dreading the return flight. When I texted Paul to tell him that the morning was fantastic he didn't know whether I was being facetious or sincere. Boy was I sincere. Boo Bear was a champion; exhausted but content, red-eyed but darling. He napped each time I cuddled him into me, ate whenever I offered him food, hardly cried and made all of the surrounding passengers fall instantly in love with his blue eyes and toothless, goofy grin.

Not only did the flights go off without a hitch, but Southwest has no only one free bag... but TWO. Oh good heavens. I am giddy just thinking about having so much space to transfer some of my belongings from Ohio to Utah. My first checked bag was full of clothes, shoes, etc. Half of those clothes were reclaimed from my closet, my sister and hand-me-downs. The duffel bag was all of those odds and ends that are generally too bulky to take home: yoga mat, aerobic ball, towels, sleeping bag, kid books, stuffed animals, free toiletries. I can't believe how much bulky stuff I shoved in that big red bag. Ready?




 As far as traveling goes we've come full circle. I'm back in Provo-- but with no husband this time. In about 2 weeks he'll come back from his business trip. Til then my Mom is in town!


The happenings of the rest of my trip will be forthcoming over the next few days.

Monday, January 28, 2013

Mondays don't have to be bad.

Monday marks the beginning of the work week, the school week, the get-left-at-home-while-your-husband-makes-money week. As Sunday night draws to a close the sunrise on Monday morning can seem so gloomy. Though I'm beginning to think that the build up of complaints, dismay and dread turn Monday into something far worse than it really is.

Today I cared for my baby, made cookies with a sister, skyped with my husband, ate a lovely dinner with my parents, went to family night with four of my siblings and their adorable kids, watched Jeopardy and read a book. Whoa! What a wonderful day. Now that I've graduated and taken the NCLEX it is slowly dawning on me that every day is mine to fill. I can choose how I'm going to cultivate myself, spend my time and enjoy life. The key is not wasting the precious time we have here on Earth.

Friday, January 25, 2013

Elizabeth Hannibal, RN

The Short Version:

I took the NCLEX on Jan 23rd and am now a licensed registered nurse!!


 The Long Version:

SIGNING UP: I graduated over a month ago but I still didn't feel like I was done with school because of the oh-so-scary NCLEX looming over my head. Toward the beginning of the month I got my ATT [You need your ATT to sign up for a test date]. I had a decision to make: take it before I go home to Ohio so I can relax on my vacation OR take it after I get back so I can have more time to study. Initially, I was going to wait and take in in February. Then, at the last minute I changed my mind and picked Jan 23. This gave me two weeks to study for the biggest test of my life.

STUDYING: My original study plan was 50 practice questions a day. HA. I had only been doing 25 every other day or so. When I signed up for the 23rd I had a mini freak out. I kicked my studying into high gear and began doing over 100 questions each day. I'm grateful I had the drive to ramp up my studying... but can you say burnt out?! The days just before my test I took it easy and reviewed study materials instead of doing practice questions.

MORNING OF: The morning of my test was lovely. Paul gave me a blessing the night before and I woke up feeling calm and confident. I kept repeating to myself "Today I pass the NCLEX". My test was scheduled for 2pm, leaving me with an entire morning to fret. Paul was a sweetheart and he stayed home from work to keep me feeling calm and happy. He suggested we go out for breakfast. We don't go out for breakfast very frequently because I can make just about any breakfast food for a fraction of the price. I wanted to get out of the house though, so I quickly agreed.

We packed up and went to Joe's Cafe. This is a special place for us. The morning after Paul proposed, we went out to breakfast at Joe's and there announced our engagement to his family. It just so happens that the 23rd was one day shy of being exactly 2 years since we first went to Joe's hole-in-the-wall Cafe. We splurged and got hot chocolate, apple cider and left a fatty tip [I was convinced that leaving a killer tip would give me some good luck karma to pass the test].

The rest of the morning was relaxed. I memorized some final tid bits of info, packed a lunch and hopped in the car. The drive up to Draper was fantastic. I had ample amounts of time so I turned up the music and made my way north. Upon arrival I felt little pangs of nervousness shooting down my spine and exploding in my stomach. I tried to drown them out by turning up the music and singing my very loudest. I regained my composure and entered the building.

THE TEST: The check-in process was a bit over the top: Two forms of I.D., an index finger print, a right and left hand palm scan, on-site photo... all to make sure that you're really you and that you don't sneakily go to the bathroom and send a smarter person to take the test for you.

I was escorted into the testing room and placed in cubicle #7. I said a prayer and got started. Depending on the tester's performance, the test is between 75 and 265 questions. As soon as you are either consistently above or below the passing level the test will shut off. I won't deny it, I have been praying for months that I could finish the test in 75 questions. The NCLEX is adapted for each test taker. If you get a question correct, the next question is harder. If you get a question wrong, the next question is easier. The point of the test is to see how difficult questions need to be for you to only have a 50/50 chance of answering correctly. Essentially, it should feel like you're failing the test. 

...Only I didn't feel like I was failing. The questions didn't seem all that difficult. Most would think this would make me feel reassured that I was rocking the test. However, it was quite the contrary-- I was freaking out! I expected questions to be so difficult that I had to guess. Since it wasn't that hard I was certain that I was failing [DISCLAIMER: I spoke with other people who took the test and I'm pretty sure I got an easy version or something because their questions sounded much more difficult] As I neared 75 questions I forced myself to breathe and keep a level head. I told myself that the test was NOT going to shut off at 75. I submitted my 75th answer... and the test shut off!

THE AFTERMATH: I expected to feel relief that the test was over. Instead, I was more nervous after finishing the test than before or during the test. I NEEDED to know my results. There are a few methods to determine whether or not you passed.

1. After 48 hours you can pay 8 bucks to get your results
2. Wait until you are notified by mail- roughly 4 weeks
3. Try to sign up to take the NCLEX again, if it won't let you reschedule then you passed-- this can be done by the time you drive home
4. After 48 hours you can search to see if you're active on the DOPL website
5. Look up the answer to your last question. If you got it right you most likely passed

If you know me, you know I am cheap and lacking in the patience department. I could neither wait 48 hours nor fork over eight precious dollars. Thus, I immediately called Paul and had him research answers to my final question. We determined that I got the question correct. This still wasn't good enough for me. Paul tried to go through the process to reschedule a second NCLEX test for me-- it wouldn't let him! Okay... I should totally be celebrating by this point by I STILL wasn't convinced. I called my good friend Joslyn who had taken the test the week before to see what happened when she tried to sign up for a second time. We got the same message that wouldn't let us take it!

Finally, I sighed a breath of relief. I "unofficially" passed the NCLEX!!! Naturally, I had to celebrate. Nothing like Cocoa Bean cupcakes, right? Oh, and we didn't want to leave Vince out so we just had to get three of them ;)


Today marks 48 hours post test so I found myself on DOPL [See picture at top of entry]. Active. I passed. So grateful, relived and happy. No more classes, tests, clinicals, homework. Could this really be happening? Yes, my friends. I am now a full-time homemaker.